Monday, August 24, 2009

My car

My car is trouble!!!

So the "maintenance required" light started flashing. Usually that's ok and I don't really have to worry about that. The next couple of days the "check engine" light comes on and I'm like, oh dang. And then my car started over heating and smelling horribly like gas. When it was parked it smells like gas, and I could smell gas through the AC. No good. So I take it to a guy because I'm afraid my car is going to explode. He tells me that I have an E-VAP leak. Basically that means that the vacuum in the gas tank has a leak and yes, my car can explode at any given time.

Oh great.

So I take it in this morning at 7:30 in the freaking morning so that he can have it done by 11am so that I can go to work. I need a car for my job. It gets to be 11am and no phone call. I call him and he tells me that he just now put it up to look at it. I'm like WTF. I bring it in at the butt crack of dawn and you JUST NOW GOT TO IT??? Gr.... So I go get it and all today I'm praying that my car doesn't explode until I can take it back tomorrow AT 7:30AM. Boo.

Intrusive thoughts

Intrusive thoughts... get out of my head.
Intrusive thoughts...quit making me sick to my stomach.
Intrusive thoughts...quit ruining my day.
Intrusive thoughts...quit making me think badly of others.
Intrusive thoughts...quit making me sad.
Intrusive thoughts...quit ruminating in my mind.
Intrusive thoughts...quit being so powerful.
Intrusive thoughts...get out of my head.

Intrusive thoughts SUCK. Especially when there about what mine are about and you suffer from the mental disorders I suffer from and it makes you feel differently about a person or people until you can get rid of the thoughts or forget about the thoughts.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Lisa <3

Lisa is amazing. She is the first girl in a LONG while that has been able to tolerate me for more than a month. It's quite cute, every week she reminds me of how long we have been dating. And this week it's been 11 weeks. I asked her to be my girlfriend on her 20th birthday. I couldn't resist anymore to not be with her! She is perfect and I love her alot :)

My new job

Ok so I moved to Boise because Rexburg doesn't offer jobs that can keep financially secure. I was running out of money so I took a break from school and left to go to a city that actually offers jobs.

So I work for a place called "A New Leaf." It's a special program that gives therapy to children and sometimes adults who are developmentally challenged.

I work with an autistic boy, so I am considered a therapist. Finally! Lol j/k

He is incredibly cute. When I first met him, he was sitting at a table with a lost look on his face and I had to stop myself from tearing up because he was so adorable. I instantly loved him and knew I would love working with him.

I was incredibly nervous though. There are certain objectives that the center requires me to complete each day, such as tying his shoes, and blowing his nose, to more complex things such as how to deal emotionally with certain situations. I started my first real day on friday and we first played a game of "sorry" and then we did some exercises and went to the library. I thought I was somewhat successful as I completed 7 out of the 10 required objectives. Some are impossible to complete like blowing his nose... because he didn't have a runny nose that day.

So this week I have my full week with him. Hopefully it goes well.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

I need to update more often!

Yay! I need to write more things! So here I am writing again on this blog thing! Oh how bizarre. I know that Kimi will be happy, but no one else will care. Oh well!

Saturday, May 9, 2009


Geez school is tough. What with 400 level classes and all. I got a 68 on a test and I'm not happy about that at all.

School sucks.

I wish I could just go to the beaches of Hawaii and be a beach bum.